Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Moving Out

Hey everyone. It would seem that life has different set of plans then I do. Actually, its my mother that has a different plan in mind. She is throwing me out of the house. This is the situation, my mother went into my room and saw that it was a mess. That and she saw the hormones on my desk and receipts of me going to NYC. She was not happy. I have 24 hours to leave. I just have to say I am worried, but I am calm for some stupid reason. In my estimation, the only reason why I think I am not losing my mind because I was already planning to move out... in the Fall. I really feel sorry for my mother for being this stupid. None of her children are going to be in her life. Why bother with her. She disrespects my status as a trans woman, she dominates conversation which makes it very difficult for personal expression and my mother is very close minded. I cannot deal with her any more. I didn't even bother to fight with her. So right now I am looking for cheap rents to help me get by.

I just want to let all of you know that I won't be on a computer for awhile. I will need to get my own computer, however, I don't know how soon I will be able to do this. I just hope that this calmness is not me being naive. I love everyone hear and as soon as I can I will post an update.




alan said...

This is not what I expected your next post to be, though I guess it shouldn't surprise me. I had hoped to read that your new job was going well and that things were proceeding the way you had hoped!

I shall miss finding you here and will be worrying until you are again. If the public libraries there are like the ones here all you need is a card to have access to a computer, but always make sure you log out and don't leave passwords on them! (Also, given the current flu outbreak, a Clorox wipe for the keyboard and mouse is probably a good idea!)

Know you are loved and will be safe!


Ind said...


I found your blog quite recently. And I have to say that I found it great. Keep up the good job and I hope things turn out well!